I shouldn't rely on my teachers in the school. I'm not ever their student. And they're busy for teaching others. If I just keep asking & asking. They may feel that I'm still a child or worser.

They may thought they pay for nothing or their is no returns for such payment. If I rely on them they may think I must return to the school to payoff "my loan" I don't wanna be so.

Another consideration, for of return to school. That is I have a grater chance to persuade to principal to let me study 4 subjects.

Of course, I can study them in other school but there is a risks for ... Oh, I'm silly. The probability are the same. I just suffered from the problem of "decision making". What I learnt today the TV is that humans may reject the lack information item from the other: That's what I just committed.

Well, maybe I'm worshipping its existing relationship on the school which I've been made. The teachers are the biggest consideration of the choices.

But I don't know what the teacher's abilities to teach. If they're bad ... I may bear a huge loss.

I should make a careful consideration.

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