I'm so worried. What if I couldn't reach the target? It's terrible whenever I figure this question if I did, I couldn't reach it. I feel my whole body is burning now for imaginning this awful future.

I think I'll wish to turn into dust if I could. Could you ever understand I'm talking about?

Fortunately, I've still three months to change my fate. To make this speedy car to turn. You know you're really hard to turn the car if you drive so fast and if you need to turn a car to someway you also need enough-big curve to give you a buffer. So I really need to do hard and do serious.

Humans always wants. They always unsatisfied. So am I. But one fact is if you have what you want. You'll still feeling unsatisfied. Imagine a world. You hope you can have wings. Then this world people are all with wings. Now think about their daily life. Even they don't want a car. They want because we think having something is kind of an advantage. Thus you wants to have it. And you don't want because everybody does. So you don't want to have something to gain the advantages.

Everyone is rich is impossible. Because if it do, then no one wants money. In other words, money doesn't exist. And those're transferred to others terms to express the money. Then someone must be rich or poor.

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