I don't talk much. Because I don't like to show off or something. I felt guilty whenever I talk, I said something wrong and there it noway to back to time.

But I write, I write down many thing. I'd want to say. Much like a buffer. Because I don't talk then I kept many secret that shouldn't be a secret. So I write down to release my pressure.

Perhaps my father belive too much that the relation between me and him are the same as grandfather and I.

I don't love my grandfather, so as my father. But my father bring me up, so I've responsibility to pay him back.

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