Washing clothes, in the family, my mother hates me, so she washes it really bad. Or washes it a week. First if my family have it and I have it, mine is unecessary.

This is my fate. Thats why I want to have my family I will did it as fast as I can. Perhaps the college.

Family's love... bullshit! I need to strive. Change my life. So I'd study. For my own.

So if I don't study. Then my rest of life will suddenly darkened. That's why I'm so worried in the exam. Someone only get 16~16 marks as the result. I couldn't imagin that why don't they repeat but use thes embarrassing result to show to other peoples? They think they could graduate to the colledge? Or they just want to end at F.7?

Whatever that none of them less than "13".

So where is my "A"? Econ, Maths, AMaths, COMM & CIT. First there are getting "A" now and the following two could potentially get it but those are at least "B". PA, my most worrying one. Which is getting "C" recently.

These two months are very important. I bet all I have on it.

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