The television had crashed for a while but recovered miraclely. Perhaps this was caused by the wet weather. And, I really wish to travel back to time and tell myself that don't do something that will make you regret for.

So I did. I suffered from my own. Sometimes I hate myself. I hate my existence. Why am I here? Why I need to suffer? Why I blend my life downward with my own? Whay I couldn't be patient? Today my brother "warns" me again 26 marks is just a middle, higher is good and lower is bad. I think, I think he's warning me.

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