When I picked up my pen. I discovered my hands get dry and it looked like an old man's hand. These "cracks" are annoying me.

Did I drunk too less? Or my time had been fastened? I'm getting old?

I looked at my left hand. There are three lines. From top to the bottom, in fung shui, top one means love middle one is work, the bottom is life, and it's poorly short. Which mean my time is not be so long. Although its completely ricdiculous, but it really mattered my mind.

But it still ridiculous.

My friend in yesterday had an opinion to my hand writing. "It's bad" he said. Thats the second time he'd said. How hurt is that! But I appreciate on it because people sometimes lies on you when they plan to knock you down. Because they lies on you and you trust them. You got happy for your behaviour. But actually it's not. You'll get hurt, a big hurt.

In this case, my friend apparently not the guy. So I think he is telling the truth. He really think it's bad.

But I'm not going to change. I paid so much practice and practice. Just for some appreciate. I did, I did got a few. But not from the person who was laught at my hand draft.

So I must practice for more, for changing his thought.

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