I broke the promise... I always broke it. I'm trustless and stupid and lack of self-control. I felt stupid and regretful. But not panic. That's me.

Okay, here is the last chance. Treat it as a christmas gift for myself. And there is some more exception that you can "use" it.

- Checking solutions that wasn't printed.

- Examinating with listenning skills

- The "noise document exception"

And there is one more restriction that "When using computer, only the tasks describe above can be apply" which mean do not do other thing such as chat, surf, etc.

The "play time" is only an hour in each Saturday. If I roke the promise again. I must re-dissolve the computer and put it back to cold storage until the HKCEE is over.

I hinge myself tightly on avoiding obsessed. But did I make it the same in doing other "poisonous"? Obviously not I still spent much time by watching TV, sleep and hallucination. These are the big sector of my days used. And I wishes a change. All for a good grade A in result.

5 months is over. What swift a flash. And there is 3 months left. It will be a swift flash either. 8 months for a preparation in 8 subject. I can say that's enough for me. If I didn't waste no time). But now. It's hard to say excessive. Even sufficient.

The only thing I suppose to do is "strive", strive for future. Strive for myself.

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