I must be faithful when writing this diary. Because this book reflect the "truth" of my heart.

What I want to say is I did something wrong again. I broke the promise twice and I used the computer to play music today.

What I really want to say is "Shell I remove the promise?" the computer help me to concerntrate when I'm listenning musics. Sometimes works when you need to seperate from the "noise" of your family.

Let's change the rule. "When there is someone making noises when you're studying. You can listen to music. And there is some rules the recognize those "noises":

- When someone is watching television on an unacceptable sound.

- When father is playing the musical instruments.

- When mother is buzzing around the house.

- There is a continuous large sound. (e.g. alrming on testing the bell) which the situation described slow. You can turn on the computer.

Okay, I makes me more relax on feeling guilty.

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