There is several weeks I'd not read any book. Although other subjects are important. But those majors(language) are the key of entering the university. At least a C grade, the lease requirement if you want to enter a good college. You know entering a bad college is even the same as hiring a high diploma. However, I could not identify which is good, how good which is. Ialways though about if it's necessary to tell someone about my recent conditions. Telling somebody that I feel bitter form the studies, guilty when I even used the computer, what mark did I get, etc. Are those information?

To me, when I'm performing a listener, or perhaps I'm not a good listener. Much like a good speaker. I always have such huge, perhaps garbage, things to say. But I always regret whenever I did.

Perhaps I locked myself much. So whenever I talked I explode. Put my minds altogether in a talk. Whatever is it related. But I still locked myself. And there is too much dirty in my mind. I've sins, which could never be forgiven.

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