"Secret Garden", I like the song but I don't know is there any relation ship to the book with the same name.

So I'm talk about the songs.

Elegance, show. The only thing tat give me "fate" feeling. When you search deep enough in the song. You'll find there is more deeper way you can reach. And you keep going deeper and deeper. There is noway to reach the end.

Of course there is a garden in the song. Beautiful, historical, many memories, long ways. Seperate from human, but it's creates by us. A man-made heaven. Differ from real. Very fantasy place.

Some songs that's made me strange feeling. I couldn't controled. I cried, just cry. But don't know why. Very string... deval songs.

My mom said I smiles whenever I'm speaking and before. She said when I speak without smile. I like terrible. As if I'm angry as I want to kill someone.

I don't think I smile to speak. And did I really looked terrible on my face? That call bak my memories to four months ago.

The day when I went to school.

I'm thinking which personality I should bring. Cold, or outsider? When I'm still annoyed on it. Environment is decided for me. Fifthty-fifthty, Inactive if no one care about me. Active if someone talk with me.

My face scared some people when I'm rest. Than the follow can be imagine.

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