The wind is blazing, and there is a small rain. I felt cold.

I copied my brothers writing. Which describe the day when he train. It's not finished. But told the reason of his fear. The starting point. In that draft, there is serveral obvious keynote in his mind. First, he think there is someone going to kill him. Second, the killers are everywhere. Third, too many imaginary about others.

In that time, we can get some external clues in it.

"The laughing people." he was sittinng on the ground and felt feared. Th old man came laughing and pointing at him. He is shaking. That's mean his behaviour is mouh like having drug. That causes the laughing people.

"The red plastic bag." Many people he saw were carrying a red plastic bag. When people saw him, they put their hand on the side in the bag rapidly.

"The killers are dressing black clothes and they all having gun." In the article black clouthes people sometime appeared because they actually are going to work. Thus, at the night "killers" goes home.

He always recognize someone are enimies with no reason. "All Chinese people are my enemies." that what he wrote.

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