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February 2010
- I'd late to notice that Oracle buys Sun on January 27, 2010. Two weeks I'd late for.This will be a big changes to me. B[...]
- Although I'd use computer all days, perhaps I should not down what I did with.So, I'm learning PHP code these days. I'v[...]
- I think I had a good reason to resist for returning back to the original school. But I couldn't remember what is it. I [...]
- I think I'm faction a period(LOL, period? Wtf?). Perhaps it called "growing" perhaps I'm growing in mind of course.I su[...]
- I think that enough for relaxing. Time to work now. And now I felt a bit satisfied these weeks.Perhaps I'm earning the [...]
- Today I did nothing for study but just using computer.^
- In these several days, I think I'm already backed to the past - returned to the past of me. Such a diizzy life. Dazing [...]
- Or accent everything, or keep away form everything. If you couldn't do that , accepting some but keep away from some th[...]
- Humans always predict their lifes. Me, as a human, how do I decide for my future?Of course, I also have ridiculous drea[...]
January 2010
- I think I could do some more, not just sit and saying how worried I was if I waste my time on worrying this, fearing th[...]
- End of the month. I'd done nothing for this. So I should think "Where is time I'd wasted?" So many, I'd slept badly and[...]
- Today I went to self study room, alone. I think about my friend. Do I need them to be with. Obviously not, perhaps coul[...]
- Humans are attempt to remember "bad things" rather than "good things". Like my brother. He always told me to buy someth[...]
- Althought I don't belive such "God" thing. But when I watch the movie "Supernatural". I felt very serious to me. But it[...]
- Suddenly I could thought that I'm a labour. My works is to study. Them, how to increase my working incentiveness? Bette[...]
- I just turned on the computer but searched for something worthless and it should be done at the exam after. So I wasted[...]
From American to god
I watched a film called "Cold Soul". A bit bored. Seriously I should called it "completely wasted my time" because I do[...]The bigger brother
I've trouble. I slept lately, wake lately. I changed my time badly. Ate badly. Worked badly.I couldn't sleep it night b[...]- I remembered the short school days. Which I had quit rapidly. I'm ired. Wasting my time of those days. They think I cou[...]
Insurance
I recently discovered the insurance company started to advertise. (I'm interest in those advertisment since I learnt co[...]- Washing clothes, in the family, my mother hates me, so she washes it really bad. Or washes it a week. First if my famil[...]
- Roll back to 5 months before. The day of result-releasing. There is a huge difference now. That day, we all sit togethe[...]
Humble complexion
When I am going to make a photocopy for my brother. I met a girl who is making a photocopy of certification, she got ma[...]- I don't talk much. Because I don't like to show off or something. I felt guilty whenever I talk, I said something wrong[...]
What do I want?
Something must place here. Because I don't want someone know about. I think this is still a good decision.I saw a famil[...]The reason we live
Due to yesterday's insomnia. I felt lack of power today. But I stiill need to goto studies. That's a chance to study be[...]Sins
There is several weeks I'd not read any book. Although other subjects are important. But those majors(language) are the[...]The lying cycle
I must learn how to let a thing go. "Let it go" is easy to say but not easy to do. So if you have some idea in your mi[...]- Oh, forget the picture downloader. It drove me crazy at these several days. It works but it also made the PC crashed do[...]
- I finally found a massive picture downloader. What I have decide to write one at summer vacation. And now I don't but t[...]
I'd love spirals
Spirals, I love spirals. Spirals have many type but of course I'm not talking about those monotonus. Many of them pictu[...]- 為什麼近來總是讀不了書？難道這是重讀生們的通病？覺得已經懂了？不用讀了？雖然我不是這樣想，但行為上已然表現出十之八九。[...]
We are selfish to exist
I think if you just read for a while, but not read continuously. I mean if you didn't keep reading. Then you'll have no[...]- 家父今天又發脾氣了，他在上一輩的圈子中好像總要吃虧。怪可憐的，上一輩帶給我的感覺是滿滿的虛偽。見面時令人惡心的客套話、[...]
- Today I planned to go to the study room. But I'm late to sleep yesterday. Thus I was late. I felt sorry for my friend.I[...]
- 昨天睡得不好。「滴、嗒、滴、嗒……」己經是晚上三點多了，有時候會恨自己為什麼晚上總是睡不著，東西都挌到晚上做，日夜顛倒[...]
A coward
I don't know what to do. Live makes decisions. If I had decided something. Usually I didn't do with I deciided.For exam[...]- 最近又讀了一本書，它增加了我對「參禪」的興趣，那種從「參禪之前看山是山，看水是水。」中到「參禪後，看山仍是山，看水仍是[...]
- I'm so worried. What if I couldn't reach the target? It's terrible whenever I figure this question if I did, I couldn't[...]
- 突然有種憧憬的感覺，對某事物的憧憬，但又道不出那是什麼。但這種感覺是有由來的；是從聽了某一首音樂後，加上迅速篩選了一些[...]
The way I found Alice
I never know that iindeed. "Alice's Adventure in the wonderland" is a book which is written by Lewis Carrol in 1865. An[...]Memories
I suddenly remembered that I had a period of time that I'd study hard at F.5. in school. I study really hard at that ti[...]- Now, I discovered a problem to myself. Not really "discovered", just recognized. My perseverance to study is lower to m[...]
- 有時我會研究一些課外的東西，不過就是數學跟電腦為；我得自問，自己是否真的那麼喜歡數學？好像是，又好像不是。有時候會覺得[...]
Losing the aim
I think I got slow in motion. I think delay is more suitable for me because I do everything with delay. Because I was t[...]- 忘記了說，前幾天有親戚來了，今天要走了；沒什麼好說的，只是稍為記不來而已。積極的人會說：「還有三個月纔考試。」，消極的[...]
Short sight
My brother is funny. As I said, he argued again. And he loose again, and he eludes again.However, I did something wrong[...]- 突然憶起，從前自己喜歡下棋；上學時，日日夜夜滿腦子就是棋盤。不知為何，現在總是效下來了，沒什麼所謂。以前下棋，是因為覺[...]
December 2009